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[Oct. 6th, 2005|06:50 pm] |
ahh long time noooo typeeee lol well everything has been awesome, i cant even begin to explain how much fun ive been having latley... summing up the past few weekends the weekend before last hung out with my jodi tom tom and courtney, "The Crew" lol got totally trashed off our asses cant even remember half the shit that happened good times.... Then last weekend i seen my doll face! =) he bought me a dozen roses and a teddy bear and got them sent to my work!!! how fucking cute i kno! Other then that my jobs okay besides stephs leaving :( im gonna miss her... schools just a pain in the ass no need to say more except i like the ppl that are in my a & p class there awesome...
This week the crews been hanging out, wed night was memorable lol and last night we went to go see duece bielow european gigalo lol it was funny good movie half the time we were only laughing cuz of thompson lol.. .this weekend i get to see my doll face ithink we may go to a haunted house with everyone?? not sure yet... Welp i gotta study now peace bitches! |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|06:53 pm] |
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I cant believe how any of this happened, but im glad it did. I really found out who was a friend and who weren't and hey it happens, they obviously were never there in the first place. I can now honestly say im really happy where i am now, i mean sure i miss a lot of stuff but theres nothing i can do about it any more. Steve is the most wonderful guy ive ever had the chance to go out with, and im glad i took it. All the time we spend together is so great, it never gets old. Its an awesome feeling knowing someone loves you so much and you loving them back just the same. We've gone through so much already i know its real for once. My parents really like him, i mean damn everyone does and ya its just a good feeling.
On the other hand this weekend was a lot of fun, steve was here and my parents went to kentucky for the night so me and my bro had a lil party it was awesome it was so much fun, doing red headed sluts all night lol it was awesome didnt go to bed till like 6 ive been so tired ever since lol. Then we just kinda lounged around all day sat cuz we were a lil exhausted then woke up early sunday and we went to frankenmouth for the day. We went to the outlets and steve bought a flat screen tv for his room, whatta little shit lol. Then we went to bronners and then the little shops and met up with my bro and steph for dinner at that chicken place, got some beer they didnt even card us! lol it was a lot of fun actully. Then my stupid dog got sprayed by a damn skunk last night at like 1 in the damn morning it smelt soooo bad lol. But ne ways im prolly going to ohio this weekend on friday when i get off of work so thats going to be fun, then either hes coming here or im going back there for labor day weekend either way it will be fun!!
I also started my new job last week... wow... very very busy but the time goes by soooo quickly i like it though its a change. Ive been catching on really easily so thats a plus. And holy shit school starts on WEDNESDAY!!! AHH!!
But all in all im really happy where im at, new job, great boyfriend, good family, oh yeah and good friends... And i dont have to worry about ANYONE BUT MYSELF :D haha but im glad i decided to get myself away from all of that, it brought me down when i shouldnt have been, and obviously ppl didnt really respect me or my decisions or listened to anything i had to say since people only listen to one side of the story. But ya know what its cool, honestly i dont care ne more it just sucks that whats been there for what 5 years you cant stand fighting and bickering and worrying about what they think of you ne more it just gets old. But its better then suffering! because at least i know what i have now!! So its been fun, it got old, and now im happier with life in general, soooooo im done recaping and writing my thoughtsssss soooo peace yall |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|01:39 am] |
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So i hung out with alayna today, that was fun and intresting like always... ghetto cruising.. well not really cuz of the burnt out headlight lol. Im so happy i met alayna, weve become so close latly and i dont know what the hell i would do with out her ne more... her and steve and my mother have made me realize a lot of shit latly... i wish it wouldnt have happend so quickly but hey you learn and move on, and thats deffinatly what im going to do now. Ive apologized for my mistakes, and what i did wrong and if people cant accept that then im not going to worry about it, its their loss. I dont know what happened to some ppl but then again why am i worrying about shit like that? its not like their worrying about me. I try and make things right with people, i always made sure everyone was okay, i never worried about myself, until now... because i know the people that i would worry about would never do that for me, and i never did ne thing for me and for once i feel better. Im happy, i really am... its not a fake happy, i mean sure i miss a few people but if their not going to make an effort, well neither am i. Ive done about all i can now. I dropped whatever i said i wasnt going to do and did it just to show them that i wanted to make things right, but i guess they didnt want to do that, one phone call woulda been nice, but maybe it was too much to ask for.
I spent a week in ohio with steve and i seriously know what i want now. Hes amazing, i felt like i cant even explain the feeling it was... it was just one of those you know its right feeling.. he bought me a ring... its white gold and it has 2 hearts with diamonds in the middle and 5 diamonds on the side, its really pretty i like it a lot, the boy even has good taste in jewlery lol... but we hung out with some of his friends, they are really nice. They're like the friends you would always want, they were a close group and they all had so much trust, and respect for one another and understood when shit came up or idk they understood that i was there steve would spend most of his time with me and they understood, and they would still at least call him and say hi he didnt have to make sure he called them. But friends arent all the same so ive realized, i thought i had that but things do change i guess it was all a matter of time that this would all happen. But i think things are the way they are because people cant get used to change and how people are growing up and trying to be more mature and what not and they dont accept that, i mean shit i was the one who would never grow up, who would always be the immature one, but honestly i dont think thats true i have grown up a lot, i know what i want in life and i know whats important and whats not and if people cant realize that and accept it then i guess they werent true friends to me in the beggining and i should've saw that... But ne ways enought with that...
We went to a few bars with steves friends and then one night with his brother in law and they all bought me drinks lol got a lil wasted except for the one bar cuz the lady carded me at the door because according to ryan it was the normal bartender and if it were the other one, i woulda been able to drink lol but it was cool though.. we went to the drive inn i havent been to one of those in years!! it was good they had like a double feature, bad news bears and charlie and the chocolate factroy even though we already seen it. Its so country there though, lol there was a corn stand right down the road lol. His house was reallllly nice it was huge lol.. i went shopping got a few new things.. their malls are HUGE they are sooooo sooooo nice, this one was all outside and there were couchs and tons of coffee houses, there was like a movie theater it was like downtown birmingham + couches + shopping + a lot more ppl. lol it was amazing i felt like i died and went to heaven lol but ne ways im out now enough of this shit... goodnight... PeAcE BiTcHeS! |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|02:11 am] |
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Im surprised i still even have this thing i barly write in it lol. But the summer has been good. Its had its ups and downs. I've been working a lot, having fun to say the least with everyone. We all went up to the twins cabin, awesome times. I love just hanging out with everyone its nice, without ne drama ya kno.... Went to get my nails done the other day with jackie and god pedicures and the damn lady who did my pedicure messed up the white part to the french manicure, kinda pissed bout that. Went to jackie and ashlees grad parties on sat. Steves here right now... the past few days have been awesome, just hanging out with him, i like him a lot, i have to make the best of the time we have since hes only here till weds. Shit I dont even want to think about taht it makes me so sad. Hes such an awesome guy and is soo good to me, he treats me how every girl should be treated. Hes a change for me i guess, hes made me see a lot of different things latly and look at things more closly i guess you would say, and i like that ive learned a lot in these past few days lol. We went to Ohio yesturday, it was an intresting trip to say the least. i met is sister and his brother in law their sooo nice and have the cutest dogs ever. They have miniture weiner dogs - oscar and chopper lol. the rents seem to really like him and stuff so thats good too. Im really curious to see where this is going to go, im excited i think its going to be good. Good things come to those who wait... true. I mean i know its going to be kinda hard, but then you appreciate everything so much more...
On the other hand somethings have been bothering me, but i guess it wouldnt matter ne ways... and sry to ppl if i havent called u when steves here but i mean its not like i see him everyday i only have a limited time with him so i guess my real friends would understand that... or i would hope so. But then it kinda seems to me like i dont really have an exact best friend, i have "best friends" which is great, i love them... but then I get the feeling that my best "friend" doesnt think i am, at least thats how it seems. But I really wish they would see where im coming from sometimes, but i think thats too much to ask for... Ne ways im tired and i have to figure out something to do tmw with steve!!!
pEaCe OuT! |
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[May. 26th, 2005|10:19 pm] |
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Wow, i havent wrote in this thing in like forever... where should i even start?? This year has had a lot of ups and downs and i dont really know where i stand right now with things. Prom was awesome even though me and mike dont even talk ne more because hes cool like that... whatever im sick of guys like that ne ways. Im prolly gonna bitch and complain this whole entry so beware. I just dont give a damn ne more about ne thing. I feel so lonly latly and i dont even know why. I dont even know what i want to do with the rest of my life and i have 4 days left of high school, but i guess this is the beggining of my real life but i yet have figured what my "real life" will be. Seriously latly ive never been home this much, i mean yeah i go out every weekend but damn, during the week i was ALWAYS out i was never home, maybe this is what has gotten me to think about all the shit im my life thats going wrong, its like everythings just been going down the damn drain. I hate it. I dont even know how to change it. Like nothing makes me happy ne more, i used to be able to smile genuinly and now most of the time its fake. Jackie thinks i dont care about ne thing ne more, but shes always with crystal so i dont really know how to handle this. I guess i just frount and say that i dont care when yeah i really do but she never fucking listens to me, im always "wrong" or giving her an "attitude" or being "sarcastic" i mean yeah i know i joke about shit but seriously im not always being sarcastic about shit but yet she claims i always am. Whatever, i have a lot of shit to deal with and it just seems like everyday theres more and more problems.I just dont even want to wake up in the morning because i already know theres going to be some kind of drama and/or fight and it just gets annoying. You always here this is gonna be the best year of your life, but it hasnt even been a good last week. but i guess this will never matter because this is the end. The end of seeing these same ppl ive seen everyday for years. Kind of sad isnt it? whatever though its gonna be fine. goddamnit im just so erhrhl;kasajk;lsdfla thats the only way to fucking explain it im just so frusterated about everything its like no one ever fucking listens to me either. I want a relationship, maybe that would make things better i mean since everyone else has one, but prolly not because every guy im with is a total asshole. I dont really understand how i attract all these jack asses. Oh well im done complaining, just had to take shit out on here cuz i mean it feels like i have no one ne ways... i really hope this is just a phase cuz if my summers like this i dont know if im gonna make it, i really dont. ill go crazy.. well im going... bye |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|04:23 pm] |
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| | Leanne Rymes Nothin bout love makes sense | ] |
Well lets see here. I deffinatly havent wrote in here in foreeverrrrr so lets pick this back up. Its now 2005, and i can say how happy i am for it being a new year. 2004 deffinatly sucked sooo much for me, a horrible horrible year. I've never went through so much in 17 years that i did in that one. I mean i cant say i didnt meet ne cool people cuz i deffinatly did and a lot i will never forget and all the fun ass times we all had together. We said hi and bye to a lot of friendships last year and through all the hard times u realize whos really ur friends or not. I do have some of the bestest friends in the whole wide world lol Jackie, Ashlee, Taryn, and Carrie. And im happy for both those little nelsons and good luck with their boys. I have to say that this new years eve was 10 times better then last years when i was drunk crying about matt and trying to get a hold of him when his phone was shut off and worrying if he was cheating on me or not, which well he was soo fuckkkk that lol. This new years i met a boy, well i knew who he was and always thought he was hot lol but we've been hanging out and shit now and hes really awesome just really tied up in wrestling but oh well we've made some time to see each other. I guess you can really tell how you spend ur new years sorta perdicts how the rest of the year will go, so im deffinatly looking forward to this year. Graduating in what 4 months now? thats insane.. but im happy... tower fucking blows and yep thats pretty much it. Sears deffinatly isnt the best place to work but i guess its decent money, i have noo hours this week so whatever a nice little vacation i guess haha im gonna start looking for another job though idk its just too boring and now my hours got cut and im gonna be broke as a joke again. Soo yeah this weekend Taryn deffinatly fucked up my thumb lol thanks man this is awesome! lol Well idk what else to write so im outta this bitch PeAcE! |
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[Aug. 18th, 2004|04:51 pm] |
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Well ne ways i made this kick ass background for my livejournal, and i saved it to photobucket and it wont show up!!
**IF ne one can help my stupid ass please grab my ass ski and leave a damn message!! LOL thanks**
HAHA ne ways, like normal ive been hanging out with jackie, showed ashlee and the nelsons my senior pictures but those bitches are always working!! =(... ne ways... i just realized we have 1 month till homecoming... ne one wanna go with me!! LOL shit im prolly not gonna have a date =( but thats normal... oh well and another thing i really hate guys i do... like idk im not even gonna get into it because it pisses me off so bad... lol ne ways im done i gotta get ready then go to jackies... im outta this bitch... Pe@cE! |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
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| | Lean Back - Fat Joe | ] |
Soo... lets recap this summer... Hanging out with jackie a lot!! lol i enjoy her company we have fun fun times... The twins and ashlee... well i dont know what to say right now and im not going to get into it on livejournal but u guys just really hurt me a lot and if u want to talk about it tell me, or try a phone once in a while and please dont use the excuse my cells not working i have a house phone too =). But ne who... this weekend has been fun hanging out with jackie... hung out with tim and his friend... seen jarrett =)... I took my senior pics on sunday and i got them back on friday i scanned some of them to see how they looked.... soo imma post sum sr. pics and recent ones i just got back!~!
( Senior Pics and Such... ) |
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| What wonderful day in the neighborhood! |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|11:35 am] |
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| | Kenny Chesney- i go back | ] |
Ahh... this week has been absolutly awesome... my summer has been so fun latly... now im just waiting for courtney who i looove to peices right now for last night lol! then im off to get sum shit done, im dropping off an application at her work and possilby picking up sum more, i want a job but yet i really dont ya kno... lets see what did i do this week, hung out with my nelsons and my ashlee we met a guy names tim at the mall lol and he is verry hott lol umm seen mean girls that was a really good movie actully and watched dirty dancing, oh man i want to dirty dance with that hunk of cuban love lmao deigo luna is fuckin hot omg! lol hmm what else... hung out with ashlee then court and amy last night went to fort fraser... oh man i seen jarrett... =) ahh just like old times lol we talked everything out and stuff soo hes going to call me... wow i missed all that lol welp ne ways i got nothing else to really so im outta here bitches! peace out! Lisa |
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[Jul. 24th, 2004|07:30 pm] |
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| | kenny chesney-There goes my life | ] |
DAMN! this summer has been goin by so fast, its fun actully lol i miss my nelson girls they start heading home today =) aww... lol ne ways.. still no job but what the fuck lol no one will hire my sorry ass lol umm the past like 2 weeks have been really intresting actully lol but no comments on that, ashlee spent the night last night that was fun, and hung out with jackie... well hmm i dont know what else to say im just waiting for jackie to get her ass ready to go out tonight and ashlee to come home from dinner... welp im done... whoever i havent seen over the summer if u wanna hang out u got the cell number! peace out bitches! |
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